it's difficult to see how replicated their methods of exploitation are when you are undergoing them. they'll even tell you that you say the same things over and over again, which itself is true, but is quite taken out of context when they deny inflicting the same abuses on you over and over again. for years you've endured these abuses until you began to seek ways to mitigate them, but the thought-police-leeches will simply deny these have ever taken place, and will label the very act of you trying to mitigate them as the instigation of all hostility, which even justifies shunning you and discriminating against you (which they've been doing long before I ever tried to mitigate their abuses). thus they drain your desire to talk to them and listen to how normal a society this is and how all the things you observe and undergo are to be denied. at the same time the population has also drained your desire to even go outside, because despite what they tell you in words, their methods of leeching will be much less effective if they don't act like they know you as long as you are trying to stand up for yourself (whereas if you are down and they are kicking you, it may be more effective for them to act like they don't know you). you are surrounded by relentless leeches, and even more unfortunately they are completely insane. your financial situation, social life, quality of living, and every aspect of your relationship with the entire monopoly and collective is completely determined by the thoughts you are thinking. no one seems to see anything wrong with this.